If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind.
This is my verse of the day. I'm thrilled that I've been moving very quickly through the hiring process for a certain dispatch department. The department seems great, there's a Mars Hill and guide dog group in the area, there's a police department with a reserve program in the area, and I could work there. There is just so much that I don't know...and I will be relying heavily on wisdom from God to figure this thing out. I don't know why I'm so concerned, I haven't even been made a job offer yet...haha.
When it comes down to it, I find so much relief in the fact that I don't have to rely on my own abilities and knowledge to make any decisions. If it was all and only up to me, I don't know how I'd survive. I was talking to one of my residents today about the future and I explained to her my viewpoint: I do the best I can, but in the end it's in God's hands. She said that makes sense, and I can't imagine what it would be like to not have that reassurance. I mean, the mind of a man may plan his way but the Lord directs his steps. No matter where I end up, I know it will be doors that God has opened. As my resident pointed out, who knows...the perfect guy [the guy God has waiting for me] might be wherever I get a job and then moving somewhere unknown would be all worth it. I thought that was cute. .......and maybe true, who knows.
So that's my little thought gush for the day.
Evidences of God's Grace:
- The fact that I made it to backgrounds in this testing process
- Having a 4-day Memorial Day weekend!
- Feeling so much more at peace about graduating
- ALmost finishing my Lit Review for my senior thesis
- Finding a modest and yet cute graduation dress
- Feeling humbled
- Reminders of what it's like to be a godly woman
- E-mailing with Jill!!! (I love that girl)
- Talking to Caro on the phone...even though it was brief.